I have felt similar many times. This game is more about anger mgmt and handling frustration, keeping in check than playing for fun. You have to find the fun. When it gets too much, take a break. IDK why stars are the way they are, single most frustrating thing on the game other than leader cards failing, but not likely to change. I hope you stay - but understand those that don't. Just have to prioritize - which is more important? a nice acct or making mortgage and bills ea month... and is it fun, or aggravation? It is all those to me. And here i am (for now)